I love my family, and I wish I had all the resorces to help them, Money being important in order for me to help, But I know that I as My God to send their guardian angels to watch over them, he does and they do.. I offer our lord all my sufferings and those of everyone, for our good and the good of our soul.. never lose hope, because, like the old saying in spainish (Dios apriata, pero no ahogas) God thights, but don't strangle.. This is very true, everthing that happens to us is for a reason, and who are we to question our lord